BILLY !!!

i feel like we can just talk and say whatever and u just understand what im saying which makes it so comforting to talk to you

u luv rambling and i luv listening !!! itz so fun !!!!!

even when we aren't on the same page, you listen to me so patiently

i neeeeeeva feel like i'm being negatively judged by you

ur SO CUTE !!!! every time u send me a littol pic im like waou........ waou....... wow...... woa....... HES SO CUTE !!!

ur media analyses are always so intriguing and well thought out it's such a pleasure 2 read

UR ENTHUSIASM IS SO CONTAGIOUS WHEN UR HAPPY IM LIKE WAHHH IM HAPPY !!!!!!!

ur passion is so cute !!!!!!! little guy so excited 4 everything he likes, im like wow what a cutie !!!

u r just a littol cutie angel 2 me hehe

U HAVE THE CUTEST ART IN THE WHOLE WORLD !!!!

i just wanna lay down and cuddle with u allllll tha time....

part of my daily routine is 2 think abt mayoshino, and lately whenever i think about how nobu would realistically react 2 a beautiful man i pause and imagine if it were cutest billy and sometimes it makes me just abandon the mayoshino thought entirely and think of cute billy instead bcoz thinking abt u being there makes me happy :]

you keep up with whatever's currently happening and then talk 2 me about it and so i can just chill out and talk 2 billy and u keep me updated!!! it's nice and calming hehe

you consume media i like and i consume media you like and we influence each others' tastes !!! it might be normal 4 u bcoz ur rlly good at consuming media, but i get soooo lazy abt consuming media, so the fact that i've played games, read short stories, watched things, listened to songs, and all that stuff for you has made you have such a big positive impact on things i like :] the current foosy wouldn't exist without billy !!

I always look forward to texting you !! i sumtimes just sit there like oh boy i cant wait for billy 2 say something !!!

This is the second time i get to celebrate your birthday !!! isn't that crazy !!!!! So much time has passed and you only become even more irreplaceable to me every day !!

The awesome vampire swag on this guy is off the charts !!!!

Even when so many people around u irl r such meaniepants abt you, you still keep trying to be yourself all the time !!

ur so nice and kind and sweet 2 me always !!!!! it catches me off guard sumtimes bcoz ur just 2 kind !!!!!

i just wanna see u more and more every day !!!!!

theres a level of peace and comfort i feel when im talking with you that is really special to our relationship :]

im so glad you feel comfortable enough with me to tell me all your woes !!! I always wanna be there with you when you're down and never want you to feel like you have to go through anything alone :]

I LOVE YOU !!!!!

THANK YOU FOR BEING AROUND ANOTHER YEAR!!!


	HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLY It's your day today and you're 18 now!!! You've made a HUGE positive impact and I'm soooo glad you're still here on this earth for another year !!! I know u struggle with emotional permanence, so I thought it'd be nice to compile a list of things I'm thinking about you ALL THE TIME!!!! Little reminders of how much you mean to me that stay true 24/7!!